Living A Happy Life Of His Own

Friday, December 30, 2005

I have thought it over. No more relationship for me for at least quite sometime le. I've lost faith in relationship already. Never thought love would be so fragile. Guess my next partner in love would definately be someone who is willing to commit her future and willing to go through thick and thin with me. If not i rather not go into this relationship. No more short term relationship for me. The feeling of being out of love is really very painful.

So what's my ren shen mu biao next then? To save up alot alot of money and plan ahead for my future. I'm already 21. Say adult also not adult yet lah. But it's never too early to plan ahead. Gonna draw out a timeline chart tomorrow, since i'm gonna be damn free tomorrow, on BOS duty in camp! Arghh sian. Gotta find means and ways to kill time!

Mood: Sian , Ratings: 4/10

(12/30/2005 01:36:00 AM)

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Here i am blogging again. Once again it's just 14 minutes into 29th of December, Thursday.

I am quite sad and disappointed with someone. That someone is my dearest dear.. I started to feel that she no longer treats me like last time when we were just together le. She treats me alot colder now. Sms her then she also never really reply de. I feel that she really change le. Maybe i am just her crush only and that i do not suit her at all. Dear i really do love you alot, but i think my love is not really appreciated by you already. I really never know that one side loving more than another side is so tired de..

"dui bu qi, wo bu zhi dao, wo men de ai hu leng hu re..." this is the reply she gave me when i ask her whether she still love me anot. Thus i have thought it all over. I am not the bf for her. I am just not good enough for her. She will find xinfu in another guy ba. Haiz.. Really very sad.. I though i have finally find a girl whom i love and also loves me.. Dear.. though you haven reply me, i know you will agree with me ba.. Hope you find a better guy than me.. Take dearest care..

Mood: Heartbroken , Ratings: 0/10

(12/29/2005 12:14:00 AM)

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Hi again. Actually it's just 27 minutes into 28th december. I have not slept yet. Waiting for my dear dear to call me after she knock off. Maybe i'm too bored then came here to blog alittle. Was surfing through some forum then came across people already setting their 2006 new year resolution. Well, maybe since i got nothing better to do now, might as well think about my own resolution too?

-=2006 New Year Resolution=-

1. maintain my relationship with my dear dear!(many many more years together!) =]
2. teng my dear dear alot! =p
3. start to have some savings.(mum nagging at me)
4. get my 2b license and hopefully save enough for a bike.
5. avoid extras in army!
6. must start learning how to have the strong desire to WIN in everything.(becos i always lose lose loh, nvm de. For example mahjong or number ball.)
7. start taking lessons for class 3.

Hmmm, that's about it ba.. will update once i have more resolutions! Hehe.. i go rest awhile and wait for dear dear le. Byebye all! =)

Mood: Good , Ratings: 7/10

(12/28/2005 12:27:00 AM)

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Hello all readers. I'm here to blog once again. Recently have been blogging quite regularly hor? Haha. Tomorrow and Thursday are my off days but Friday i need to go back camp do do my duty. Wasted if not i would have a super long weekend le ah. Hehe. All the way till next Monday loh.

Hmmm.. Give me off day i also got nothing to do. Maybe you all will say i can meet my gf mah. I would really want to meet her also but she needs time to rest so she won't be tired during work. So i think i cannot be selfish and always ask her to accompany me. Hor dear? I will teng teng ni de. Won't request so much from you le. =) But our "zhen ming tian nu" vcd, i am still waiting for you to continue watching with me wor. Hehe =p..

It's been raining cats and dogs this few days, and it's still raining now. COoling weather but not a good weather to go out. Well, got nothing else to blog about le. Oh yah and to shan, why xian mu me for what? Haha.

Mood: Lazy , Ratings: 6.5/10

(12/27/2005 07:56:00 PM)

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Happy Merry X'mas!
How did you guys celebrated your Christmas Eve? Did you went to any countdown parties? Or did you went all the way to town? If you did went town just like me, i guess you must be cursing and swearing. The streets of Orchard road was so so crowded! It was so chaotic! It's just like the singaporeans are going to rebel. Haha. I think i had nothing better to do so i tag along with my friends to go down to Orchard.

After which i went to Jurong Entertainment to see my dear dear, as well as play billard with my 3 friends, Shikai, Robin and Munwai. Yesterday lose too much money, today i played abit better and even though i still lose, but i only lose alittle. As usual, Robin won money. He is damn consistent in every of his shots and he seldom fouls. Haha, i always lose money because i foul too much. Must ensure i don't foul so much next time!

Meanwhile why am i still awake? Haha, because i'm waiting for my dear dear to come over at around 8am. So around 3 more hours to go. Won't be sleeping as i know if i sleep, will be too pig to wake up le! Haha. Later in the day still got to go celebrate de wor! =) Okay i go find some other things to do le. You guys enjoy your holidays!

Mood: Good , Ratings: 7/10

(12/25/2005 04:37:00 AM)

Friday, December 23, 2005

I'm back! Quite a short week in camp, considering that i only book in on monday night. Heehee..
Today is sort of the last day of my BRCC course already. Next tuesday will be booking in for my trooper's graduation parade. It's the presentation of their jungle hat. They must be so excited about getting a jungle hat. All the pride is in the jungle hat! Not all soldiers are "qualified" to wear okay? Haha. Okay anyway also no big deal lah, nsf only mah, serve finish then go liao! =p

My bmt buddy just msn me just now, telling me that we've got 279 days left to our ord! Wow, suddenly it seems so short. Less than 300 days already. I guess i can bring a calender into camp and start counting down already! Hehe. Then at the same time also got to plan what i am gonna do for the next few years. Sign on for the army is impossible. Most probably i will be going back to my attachment company and see if i can get a job there. If not... then i got to look for jobs in the papers already. Worst to worst, sign on police? or prision police? Haha. Anyhow say de, that will be contigency plan ba.

Chronicles Of Narnia is on air! All must go watch! It's definately gonna be a show just like LOTR! I believe it's worth the money to go watch it! Better not miss it. And King kong is also a show not to be missed. I'll give it a 8/10. There are touching scenes, hilarous scenes as well as exciting scenes. Go watch if you have not! =) Have a nice weekend ahead!!

Yesterday was me and my dear dear's 1st month together! I still want many many more months to be together with you hor, no matter how much you change to! Hehe.. =P

Mood: Good , Ratings: 7.5/10

(12/23/2005 05:11:00 PM)

Monday, December 19, 2005

Short blog today..
Booking in tonight le. Sian, getting sick of army life! Hope this week faster pass then i can meet my dear dear on the weekends again! =) This coming week is christmas! All of you got any programs already? I am planning for mine too! This week faster faster pass! Hee..

Mood: So-so , Ratings: 7/10

(12/19/2005 08:25:00 PM)

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Good afternoon everyone.. It's sunday again.
My dear has forgive me! Dear we don't argue on this problem again okay? I know you are very forgiving towards me le. I will appreciate it de and will not take it for granted again okay? Just now my friend's gf saw our pic taken at my home(the one that we both like). She say we got fu qi xiang! Hehe.. You feel so too mah? =)

Today is book in day, but next week is gonna be a tiring week. I am going to see doctor later. Am not feeling very well, got a sore throat and slight fever. Hope the doctor is kind enough to give me a mc till tomorrow.

Am back from the doctor, got a 2 days mc, which means i book in tomorrow. Can rest 1 more day before booking in.

Mood: Good , Rating: 7/10

(12/18/2005 01:15:00 PM)

Saturday, December 17, 2005

I can see that she is very upset and disappointed with me. Why am i always like that? Doing and saying things that does not match with her thinkings? Haiz, she says our thinking is different. Dear, i really don't meant to be like that de. We have just started our relationship and now we have problems. I really wish to solve this problem and continue to have happy times with you.

Just now i really don't know what to say on the cab. Seeing you so quiet, i know you are very disappointed with me. Why am i so stupid? Ahh.. From last night till this morning, everything was still going on so well and we are so happy, until just now. Hai, i really hope this matter will not affect our feelings.

Mood: Sad , Ratings: 4/10

(12/17/2005 07:46:00 PM)

Friday, December 16, 2005

Did anyone see the sky yesterday? It was full moon last night. I was having a mission outfield and the whole patch of field and tracks are so bright! Don't need torch also can walk around at night. But there wasn't much stars to my disappointment. If not can see stars at night then won't be so sian. Did not have chance to sleep much throughout the whole night, was always on alert.

Finally today morning mission ended and we all returned to camp. I dreaded going to outfield! Even though it's just a 2 day 1 night mission, it is so sian lah. Come to think of next week's even longer mission, i super low morale ah. Think i most probably will go see doctor and try to "keng" out of the mission! Haha. =P

Today actually i booked out at 2pm. Also dunno why they let us book out so early. But it's a good news lah, can go home and rest. First thing that came to my mind when i leave camp was my dear dear. But at that time i think she's still sleeping, so i guess even if i call her she also can't hear my call. So i just messaged her and now i am waiting for her call or reply. Hope to meet her later to see her to work and later at night meet her again! Dear i miss you so much loh! =)

It's mid of December already and Christmas is coming! Have you guys planned where to celebrate with your friends or your partners? 2006 is coming and i hope all of you will have a brand new year with lotsa luck and love!

I'm back from my bike practical 8.01, which is the final practical lesson. I passed! Haha. 16 points. Below 20 can pass le. Finally clear all my practical lessons. I've booked my bike TP on 9th January 2006! Hope i can pass it 1 time! Wish me luck! =)

Mood: Good , Ratings: 8/10

(12/16/2005 05:00:00 PM)

Friday, December 09, 2005

1 week has passed. This week seems to have passed so much faster than other weeks. I have been outfield almost everyday from monday to friday. Totally shagged out. So tired sia. But no matter how tired it is, the bookout day will still come, which is today! Hehe.

I've been looking forward to the weekends every week to see my dear dear. I know it's been hard on her that i can only accompany her during the weekends. Somemore it's the honeymoon period now and yet i cannot be with her most of the time. Haiz. Why must army make us serve for 2 years? I really hope we can endure through this period of time together. Dear dear, you must have more confident in yourself, as well as in me okay? I really cherish this relationship lots, lots and lots. Dear dear, i have less than 300 days to my ORD le!

Ever since i've been in a relationship, my life have been much more lively. My dear has added so much colours into my plain life. Every moment spent with her is very worthwell! Dear i love ya!

Looks like after i got a gf le, my every blog entry is gonna have something about her already. Hehe. Hope you readers out there won't be too bored by it hor? Hehe =p

Mood: Great , Ratings: 8/10

(12/09/2005 09:46:00 PM)

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Hello again to all. It's been sometime since i blogged. Got people say i MIA liao wor. Haha. SOrry ah, recently too busy so never have the chance to update about my life.. I shall blog today!

Hmmm.. First i would like to proudly declare that i have found my princess le! Finally she had appear in my life.. It seems like it's a heaven's gift to me in this wonderful year of 2005. I feel really happy with her and really looking forward to our future..( I wonder if she thinks that way too?) She is just soo cute and playful! I seriously love her to bits! Though i can only accompany her during the weekends, i will make every second, every minute and every moment count! I will try my best to give her the utmost happiness! Dear.. you are the best! Don't ever leave me wor.. =)

Hope you guys out there will be happy for me! Heehee.. cos i finally found my xinfu le, have all of you found urs too? I hope u all do. Cos it's simply too sweet to fall in love! =)

Mood: In Love , Ratings: 10/10

(12/04/2005 03:50:00 AM)